The exact thirty days. I really didn't knew so many things can happen in thirty days =)

In this thirty days I had the best time of the whole year, I had the sweetest talk, the best movie with you, and of course good times do come to an end still. Yet I suffered from tears, from how people look at me, on sickness. At this moment I knew everything will come to an end.

Thirty days back was still having FIFA =) We were hoping much to watch the finale together, but too bad we're having class the next day :(

I'm practically having insomnia every night. And you always ask what is bothering me, the answer is you =) but I still lied to you and I said I don't know. You even tried to hypnotize me to sleep haha =)

Until you're back from Penang, everything slowly fades. I can't take it anymore and I wants to leave these feelings behind. I lied to myself that I'm very strong, I've made the right decision, but in fact it was bleeding inside.

On the next day, I had high fever. Still insist to go uni. I was alone walking at the corridor, stopped by and looked through the academic advisor list, I saw your name at the first and tears slowly rolled down to my cheek and dripped down to my shirt.

You then apologized to me, I was never angry of you. Not because I was dumb, because I realize that you and I wasn't committed into anything. Then at least we could still be friends =)

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I wouldn't hope that things goes so fast anymore, because I know the slower it goes, the further we'll go :)